Last night in the middle of the night I would have sworn the hordes were at the door. Fear gripped me so tightly it took me maybe 20 minutes to come out of the trance, despite deep breathing, I love you’s etc. THE FEAR FELT SO REAL I would have sworn I was in eminent danger. It took me a LONG time to calm down, this despite years of training. I mention this because I know I am not alone in this. September has been a hit parade of fears for me. In the past I would try to compare myself; is my fear more, less? Now it just is and I trust it is for my highest divine destiny. Time vs. intensity, my story is I am on the jet propulsion rocket HOME to the Love we all are so that is why all is so intense for me. That’s my story and I am sticking to it! For anyone else caught in the grip of fear, caught in a trance that swears to you you are in deep doodoo, I send my blessings and love. If we keep feeling what we are feeling, sending I love you’s to the parts that are depressed, anxious, afraid, discouraged, lost we will move beyond this identification with the story of a problem identity known as me or I. Yup, that’s what I know and so it is all good.
remembering the joy of being
Yes, old fears do seem to raising their ugly heads lately. Solar flares? Or in my case, the discomfort of unusually high temperatures, no A/C allowed, and fans only partially effective. (I’m on the top floor, no insulation under the roof, south-facing picture window and smaller ones.) I sleep fairly well thanks to a small fan, but dreams aren’t always so great. 😉 Perhaps the new season will bring some pleasant changes…… Hang onto that rocket!
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Oh yea, know that one; Europe was frying and NO ONE had A/C, made for some uncomfortable days and nights. Hang in there love, the cool nights are already making me smile. Hope your dreams turn into joyful celebrations. Sending you a cool ocean breeze filled with hugs and kisses. xoxoxoxo