I am having such a hard time finding the words to speak the necessity of knowing and owning our innocence while realizing we are the ones who set ourselves free, when we surrender to the Mystery. How can we own our responsibility without blaming ourselves when we think we have failed? This balance keeps nudging me, asking it to be put into words that somehow I cannot articulate. I do not know how to say this so it is understood; it took me so long to see the subtleties of this. May this balance be clear to you.
I want to end the year speaking of the well being waves that also flood me. As I was driving back from San Francisco there were storm clouds in the distance, The rice fields sparkled in the dying sun. Traffic was flowing beautifully and I had such a sense of well being. Today driving home, the way the red taillights paralleled and curved around the while headlights into the darkness again created a wave of well being. Really, it arrived, just as the fear wave can do, without explanation. Why do we tend to focus more on the fear then on the well being? May the new year bring you infinite well being and the certainty of the love that you are. Thank you dear hearts for joining me in blanketing this beautiful earth in a love wave. 2015, watch out, here we come!
To Trisha and Malene who are already in the new year, any reports so far? It is delicious to think of you both so far into the future, already in another year. This always tickles me.
åhhhh sweet Savannah. Well I am having a hard time in this new year. But it is only 4 hours new here in Norway. Yet again I find my eyes crying like a river, my heart is soooo broken. But not because of my mother this time. I really dont understand but I am sooo f…ucking sad. I cry and cry. No joy ower fireworks. Nothing. But cry. I dont even know if I want to explain in this openness. I feel so tired of open my self to the world (even though I know people will benefit of reading). Like Thrisa down under said, its Eougnuf. Sorry bad spelling…. I dont even care anymore. I am an Norwegian, English it not my languhuis…. And I have amnesia toooo
Sad to hear this, sending love and courage, know that every tear is releasing all that no longer serves you. xoxoxoxo savannah
well my post was longer then this but I get not throug.
I tried to say how nice that you were in Norway, in Stavanger. I live about 5 hours drive (in car) north. Almost in the midle of Norway. (I read Jennifer Hoffman lives in midle of Usa) So maybe I do energi work here. I dont know, I came here by magic in 2004 in flow and glow I moved far away from my family to find my self. Everything was settle. I followd my heart….. But now I dont now;)
Love Malene.
If you followed your heart, then it is a good move. These times are intense clearings, happening to everyone but that does not make it any easier. Hang in there.
love
savannah