In this moment I am feeling so discouraged. I don’t feel like writing my other post that felt so inspiring days ago. I am not taking it personally, I know it is for my highest good, I absolutely know there is an intense energy up that has nothing to do with me specifically, I am loving and cherishing the part of me that feels so sad and still, in this moment i want to cry or slap whoever is in charge of this ascension game. Anybody with me?
remembering the joy of being
Savannah… I h e a r you… with all the promises of regeneration from you know who & halos & so on… Your Graduation into Mastery & mine too (last year)…. I thought that I would be light as air by now! I have been having a word to Source saying ENOUGH…. What use are we when we feel so depleted? It is going to take a Miracle to lift my health, my wealth & my life…
Mmm!!! Love to you!!!
Ah darling sorry to hear you are joining me in the finished pile. I am seeing so much movement in every area except the finances where I am seeing an unexpected amount of outgoing expenses including as we speak a significant house repair. My energy is intermittent, sometimes good, sometimes on the floor. I was smart enough to take 2015 with a grain of salt and I do see numerous miracles but side by side with the goo. YIKEES! Earlier it was lucky i was alone or the fur would have been flying! Hang in there love, what else can we do?
Count me in, too. Felt pretty good yesterday (Sat.) but today the bottom has dropped out. Bones are aching again. Low energy. Wonder if the weather is about to change, or solar flares, or….? Also nervous about my upcoming trip to the DMV on Tuesday – my driver’s license is expiring, and since I haven’t driven in maybe 30 years, I think it’s time to just get an ID card. Hope I can get that across! And get there and back w/o too much discomfort… Like you said, discouragement.
I am absolutely sure something is up as yesterday I felt really good and even though all these difficult things are happening, it wasn’t getting to me. I did a lot, had a rather major upset, all without any internal imbalance. But today, mama mia, as you say the bottom dropped out again. I know we all have PTSD except it isn’t always POST traumatic stress disorder as it is often ongoing. So when it happens again, I know it takes a strong heart not to flip out. I am much better now even though my body is still tight. A man I met just a few weeks ago is bending over backwards to help me and is saving me probably thousands of dollars and has recruited others to help me. I am deeply touched by this and it is helping me shift along with the kindness of some new friends to our community, the sun, being outside, loved ones being themselves. B.J. I know you can get your ID, I had one once and I am sure it will be graceful. Our minds are just playing tricks now with this heightened energy. All is well, loves, all is well. I am back to being able to hold for everyone. I love that I did not judge myself for wigging out. I just loved the part of me flipping out, but really. I also came away with a valuable lesson. I am choosing to know I will be absolutely fine tomorrow for my live radio interview.