I just woke up from a dream about our car getting blocked, not able to pass through narrow streets and then the only available street having stairs going down. I then got separated from my daughter as I tried to find the way out. I finally realized I was not even sure why it was so important to get where we were going. The dream feels a lot like what has been going on internally.
Last week I was literally hysterical as people close to me were suffering greatly . Every day al la Matt Kahn hasI focus on 4 words. In July I changed one of the words to surrender and that has changed everything. I have been a control freak, given my childhood, so while I have been surrendering on some level for years, these latest energies have help me finally embody it. First I TRIED to surrender but as I am not the maker and the doer, the Mystery kindly has guided me to a deeper surrender where I finally am really seeing what Matt and Byron Katie have been telling us for years, the answer is to love what is and know that no matter how horrific it looks, it must be the fastest way home to our true nature. So since I am choosing to surrender the path, I guess my dream is telling me I am basically clueless to know the true way home so I might as well let go of the steering wheel. Since nothing else is as vital to me as remembering the Love that I am, it gives me the strength to face whatever arises and bless it. I bless each of you as we go through these tumultuous times to Armageddon. I just read the true definition of Armageddon and while I don’t remember it for sure, I think it is about the lifting of the veil or something like that. So much love to each of you as we surf these wild waves of energy, knowing that ultimately they must be love waves.
remembering the joy of being
