joy

Beloveds,
A few days ago I committed to truly welcoming the energies for the first time. Instead of cowing before them or wishing them away with fervent prayers for mercy, I truly opened to them and their transformational powers. Yesterday I moved through another wave of transmutation and today I woke up to the most incredible groundedness, vast spaciousness and yes, a burst of intense joy. I knew I did not have a clue how to move through the heaviness, sadness, inability to accept another’s anger, duality I was experiencing yesterday. I surrendered to the Mystery and commanded the mystery to resolve it, calling on all my guides, teachers, Ascended Masters to bring me whatever I needed to be restored to wholeness. Yet I must admit I was astonished how powerfully and quickly all shifted, my family member moved from Attila the Hun to Mary Poppins, my heart moved from heavy and sad to this inner sense of infinity. Over the last years I frequently have known a powerful peace and strong love for self and others yet very rarely have I experienced joy over the last decade. I began to wonder if I was off track since the journey was so long and grueling. To spend years in isolation, extreme exhaustion and barely functioning did not lead me to think well of myself. Yet now I see the warp and weave of the tapestry, the pieces of the puzzle make sense and now I cannot merely think, I can actually see how all HAS BEEN FOR THE HIGHEST GOOD AND LEAD ME TO EXACTLY WHERE I NEED TO BE. The computer chose to capitalize that part so I let it stand. I share this to encourage those of you who may be in a similar place to where I was just a short time ago. I send you such a huge love wave, a promise of resolution and joy. May all our hearts be strong as we continue through this intense energy. I do not know what the future holds or how long my vision will remain clear before the next wave might take me. Yet in this moment I affirm with every cell of my being, our being all is well.