I have three post waiting to fly off my fingers, might not have time for them all. I just read a post that summarized all my direct realizations and put them in a consistent form, weaving a beautiful tapestry of understanding. I will try to get back to this post but want to get something else out first. In the meantime, look at my Facebook page where I listed some of the key points from this VERY long post. Please give it some time or better still, read the whole post here. To me it really pulls together everything I am directly experiencing and understanding. More later.
Also I did not have time to double check but I believe my radio show from Wednesday is in the archives. Go to KVMR.org and look in the archives for the See Jane Do show, 1pm, Jan. 7. I was on at about the 1:40 pm mark.