Beloved, reading a book, having a profound awareness drop in. My particular survival strategy was not to embody given my particular childhood. So when I encountered truths from books, like “A course in miracles“ I was happy to throw myself into saying repeatedly, I am not a body; turns out that inadvertently perpetuated my stress patterns. Turns out I needed to embody from that place of embodiment. I can then embrace the truth that I am not a body. I simply reverse the order.
I have a stories that a lot of my friends might be light workers/star seeds, there might be a few of us who didn’t want to embody and maybe still don’t. It’s simply a strategy that didn’t work out for me.
rafting down the Colorado river
Albuquerque balloon fiesta