Had a deep intention not to control my holiday plans. Two Weeks out from Christmas I literally had zero plans but was choosing to surrender and it worked out miraculously. But when my car decided to run away I had to laugh when the claims adjuster said it’s called a collision because I’m supposed to always be able to maintain control of my car. Good luck with that! It was literally surreal watching it drive away without me.
I’ve played with the controll “virus” for decades but see there’s still a lot embedded in the system. But I am acutely aware I can’t control life and it turns out sometimes I can’t control my car either.
Super super grateful no one was hurt. And grateful I’m slowly beginning to see how my soul may have chosen to create this to show me a deep deep deep inner separation.
Paintings myself and a friend did Christmas Eve. We also danced sang and hiked. I cooked a meal I had no idea how to cook 
and it was all good. What a perfect Christmas Eve.
and it was all good. What a perfect Christmas Eve.