Exploring the theme of attunement, interdependence independence.
Just got off the phone with my sister outlaw. I’m facing a major decision. To say yes would seemingly reduce my independence and move me ever more fully into interdependence. That is my word for 2024. Is that just an offshoot of inner-dependence? Can feel all the resistance and the need for safety. For so long it felt like no one else would care for me so I had to do it myself. And yet and yet and yet…
For years my in-laws and outlaws Have supported me. Today I told my sister outlaw irmgard how much her support has backed me up over the years. As I consider taking a leap, how many people have supported honored nourished aligned attuned for me to be where I am?
I am gardens (Love voice activation supposed to say irmgard) is  such a glorious earth angel that has served me in so many ways. Is it time to finally let go more fully of the solo journey into inner dimensions and begin to explore outer relationships and increasing attunement to others? I’ve spent so many years exploring attunement with myself and the last years with others. My sense is this is not a personal journey but a global species journey. Is it not time to stop serving ourselves primarily without taking into the consideration the unified field and how what I do to myself affects everyone and what others do affects me? And can feel the primal edge of feeling unsafe arise. Do I dare trust you? Do I dare trust we space? Play in progress.
Irmgard and I, Traunsee, 2019.
