For some reason excited to share the story of choosing again and creation. A couple of weeks ago I got a letter in the mail that took my breath away. I felt the body seize up. It was reminiscent of some earlier experiences that had created fairly deep programming and conditioning on the topic. Just a bit over four years ago I had panic attacks when there was a challenge in this area. Basically the message was do this or else.
My mailbox is about a mile and a half from the house and by the time I driven a mile I literally stopped and said to myself no thanks Two the freak out. I kept repeating I am limitless I am limitless. I literally chose again. My buddy Franco used to recommend when you’re done with a particular condition thank it, tell it it’s been a blast but now it’s time to change.
For the last few weeks when I thought about the situation I felt unable to act almost paralyzed. I finally decided to deal with it after the Solstice. I finally made a call and found out what needed to happen. I was supposed to meet a friend in about 45 minutes but it was urgent I deal with this paperwork. In the past anytime I have to deal with major corporations Like blue shield or AT&T or AmeriGas I’ve had really challenging circumstances that sometimes took months to resolve. So I knew the drill. I knew if I created an enemy image and whined about how unfair it all was it wouldn’t go well. A neighbor saw me walking today and when I told her what was going on she started railing against the company and saying she thought it sould be illegal. I know not to go there.
So I went out into nature and set myself up for success. I did some skywalking on Petunia my rock friend I hugged Hercules my tree friend then I hung out on my other two rock friends Solomon and Peter. I also laid on the ground with my hands and feet on the Earth. Thus fortified I made the call. My mind kept telling me there was no way I could do it in 45 minutes and I kept telling my mind gently to Fermi La Bouche. No clue if that’s the correct spelling of the French. Anyway.
The first attempt got no answer the second attempt I reach somebody quickly and she was able to give me three out of the four things I needed to begin the process of resolution. But I had to call somebody else for the last piece. I was watching the time tick away before I had to meet a friend and her young son at a park. Again the mind Kept chattering away about how impossible this all was. I got through to the last person and it only took maybe five minutes. In the past dealing with one of these companies I waited an hour and a half to get through. When the woman emailed me the papers and I didn’t get it, she said she would wait to make sure I got it. She ended up sending it from her personal email when I hadn’t received it after five minutes. I told her I’d make her an earth angel. Both of them were incredibly efficient gracious and kind. I know it’s only the first step for resolution but I felt incredibly empowered.
I met my friend only 15 minutes late And actually got there a few minutes before her and her son. We got to hang out by the creek. My nervous system hadn’t gone out of whack at all while dealing with it. For me that’s like climbing Mount Everest without oxygen. Play in progress to continue to know that all is well with the situation. It was almost fun.

