After so much attention to this theme, I adore humans. I met an earth angel extraordinaire today. I bought some things at the grocery store and a friend showed me some other things. I went back to get them but when I went to pay I had no credit card. I looked everywhere. The woman behind me offered to pay for me. I assured her I just had the credit card and I would be fine. She insisted and said it wasn’t much, bit over $15. The line was backing up so I gracefully accepted and gave her a hug. Her name is Lily. I told her I’d make her an earth angel. As soon as she checked me out I found the credit cards in a case lying in the grocery store basket and offered to pay her back. She said no. I am deeply deeply deeply touched by this “stranger“ assisting me at the moment of mild stress. I adore humans.
Earlier a woman volunteer who looked to be in her late 80s or early 90s helped me at the thrift store find what I first called a tea pot. She had trouble hearing me but she walked me all over the store until we found out a tea kettle. I found her so charming.
I kept encountering so many with sweetness oozing off of them. At this point I encounter so many endearing humans. Resolved that challenge of notFeeling loved or supported. Now to make peace with being human. The challenge I have not yet zero pointed is how the matrix has had us focused on fear and separation for eons and the impact that had us had on our communities, Foundational systems and societies. Play in progress.