Yesterday I received some news that in the past would’ve had me begging for Mercy. As it was it was definitely a hit to the solar plexus. I immediately went to seeing myself as limitless. And that was beautiful.
Later in the evening I saw a video from a acquaintance of mine talking about internal family systems. I recognize that I had abandoned or silenced the part of me that was concerned. Yes I gave voice to it but I did not actually allow it to feel the way it felt. I quickly dismissed it because I was afraid to go back into the very heavy energies experienced a few days ago. And so thus happened a subtle self abandonment. So grateful this morning I really saw it and gave time to the part that feels worried or concerned. I made space for it to feel the way it feels. I caught the spiritual bypass.
I saw a post about how I was feeling three years ago. Incredibly heavy. I see that Amanda Lorence is really got something going when she says we tend to experience similar energies at the same time of year. What a ride.
