I still have tears in my eyes seeing this image. Thank you Morgan Lee for offering it. This image is symbolic of the reason I was born. This image is symbolic for me as a reason that I have devoted so much of my life to clearing any sense of limitation, conditioning, trauma.
This image speaks to me so powerfully that I’m actually having trouble with voice activation. Tears are flooding my eyes. There are tears of grief and recognition. Grief at how much has been done to suppress our divine selves, keep us locked in limitation and separation, fear. In my Experience it takes tremendous commitment and devotion to clear all the obstacles to Love.
I heard several people at the beginning of this year saying this was the year they had been waiting for all their lives. As the clearing process sped up in my own system, I wondered what the hell they were talking about. July August September were so intense and the exhaustion was sometimes so extreme, I wondered if I’d ever be free.
I’m having trouble getting this post out because the tears are coming so copiously. For the last almost 3 weeks I’ve experienced something very new. It’s a calm Certainty, it’s a new contentment. And that doesn’t much mean that the clearing has stopped. Maybe it’s that the doubt has receded significantly. Maybe it’s that more often I am able to maintain Christ consciousness. Maybe it’s the love that is flooding my entire being in this now moment. Or maybe it’s something else entirely, I don’t really care to figure it out.
There’s more I want to say but I’m crying too hard to say it. I simply desire that each of you who has gotten this far into these words feel the love that I’m sending to you from my heart to yours. Imagining you’re holding my hand and feel the current of love being passed. May we all know ourselves as the god Source we are.
