Power and the divine masculine.
I heard Tim Whild talk about how this next 10 years we will be see the birthing of the divine masculine as the last 10 years saw the birthing of the divine feminine.
A couple of weeks ago a male friend of mine told me that I had to not just forgive the man who had seemingly traumatized me the most. He wasn’t interested in how I had forgiven this man, that it was not enough to just zero point all those experiences but i was being asked to come to love this person. Honest to God I thought it was Mission impossible. Yet I could tell he was sourcing the information from the mystery. It was almost as though I could see the way source Connection was informing his speech. So while I tried the victim card a few times given how exhausted I was, ultimately I listened.
Since that time I have formed a new relationship with a man I consider to be the source of so much trauma. It’s all internal as this person is no longer alive. Yet I’ve discovered new connections new appreciation new gratitude. I can almost say I like the person. We’ll see if love shows up.
The one thing I know for sure is this man had worldly power. I’ve known for some time that I associated power with misuse and abuse and thus was limiting my own access to my own internal power. No more.
I find it beyond coincidence that I’ve been drawn to re-watching all the episodes of Madam Secretary. I have zero interest in politics, so maybe it’s her access to her own inner power that interest me. I can’t agree with the politics or the decisions depicted, simply her access to her own inner strength.
Yesterday at yoga there were three men beside me and that is not a normal occurrence. Over the last days I’ve had the most amazing conversations with men. Whenever I have a challenge with someone and I’m able to take ownership, I go to the person and share with them with the challenges and see if there’s a way we can work it out. I’ve done this a number of times in the last days and weeks.
No idea where this will take me/us. Yet I can witness major shifts in the men I know And my own relationship to the divine masculine. Can’t wait to see what will be birthed.
