Trust, Listen to the heart, choose love always.
I have tears in my eyes as I wish so much that all those who are suffering understand that there’s such a graceful passage out. OK it’s not always graceful. As I was writing these words a deer literally leapt past my deck with such arabesque Grace. I believe deer symbolizes innocence. I so wish we all could claim our own innocence.
I realize I have tears partly because there’s a love one I wish to convey this information to, to minimize her suffering. But right now she doesn’t have ears to hear. And of course it’s always important for me to turn within and listen to my own messages.
What I am witnessing in the collective is indeed the water tiger as emotions rise and spillover into so many I encounter. For me these tears are a sacred blessing. I just said to a friend this morning that I am the person I know that cries the most (nope on further reflection do know one person who cries more, you know who you are) and laughs the most. To me they are intertwined.
It is not easy to reclaim our innocence. Given millennium of conditioning into separation and self-hatred, it is no small task to reclaim absolute inner acceptance. For me it was in 2005 that I recognized I hated myself. For me it was a nine year journey to climb out of that hole. Yet now with these high frequencies I’m imagining people can do the same journey in months maybe even weeks.
The good news is once we recognize how deeply we have been conditioned and programmed into separation it is so much easier to hold our own innocence. The less than wonderful news is the recognize that there are forces that would prefer we stay in separation, conflict and self-hatred.
Yet I’m seeing people who I’ve never witnessed crying before now allowing their tears to flow. Personally in the last eight days I’ve had something like seven deep revelations of previously unconscious patterns (including one since I wrote this post just 2 hours ago) or not yet completely healed patterns surfacing for integration. One of the main things I am seeing in self and other but mostly in myself is that I had gotten about as far as I could get on my own. Each of the patterns revealed in the last days was revealed in relationship. It is in being Present with others that one transmutation after another is unfolding. DEEP gratitude to my friends and communities for all the support, together , yes we can. These times are outrageously open to the possibility of deep and primal transformation. Yes the ride can be bumpy and unsettling to say the least. It can be physically very uncomfortable. Yet for me the deeper I trust myself the more miraculous life seems. I awake each day wondering what new miracle of increasing vastness may arrive. May we all see the light guiding us through these passages of profound metamorphosis.
