Some of the things being revealed to me are so obvious I can hardly believe I didn’t see them before. Perhaps the main thing I’m noticing is the power of observation. Just a few little cues let me know that the words I spoke the thoughts I think the actions I take might be slightly off course or even majorly. I simply observe and notice this doesn’t feel quite right. And then I can course correct. No need to suffer to recognize this.
Yesterday I was in Sacramento with a TWOM group. I shared a number of experiences I had had. Afterwords two people commented on my level of compassion. One reached over and took my hand and thanked me. This supports me in a continuation of truly loving the sensitivity and the access to deep emotions I have that seems To be somewhat unique. I finally recognized in an embodied way how this is my piece of the puzzle. I see others have gifts that are quite different from mine and I finally am coming into acceptance of this one’s gifts. I admire others and can let them go their way while I go mine.
I also shared this experience. I might’ve told the story out loud before or simply written it. Yet telling it at this time moved me deeply and I had to pause to let the energy which completely filled my body passed through. I told the story of how the person that seemingly had caused me the most suffering I encountered in a vision. Prior to that I had tried to keep him at a distance of at least a 10 foot pole. But in this vision I walked over and kissed his cheek. For perhaps the only time He (this is very interesting I’m using voice activation and the H was capitalized without my intent. It takes it to an even deeper level for me showing that this being was in fact the Christ the divine the all of all. In this moment the story is going even deeper into my system) looked into my eyes. His head melted into the universe into the multi-verse into the void and I saw everything. There was a feeling of such connection and love. And then he laughed and I laughed too and he said didn’t I do a great job of following the script?
I also noticed that a number of us have offered our services again for the first time in probably over a year. I love how these things seem to occur with a collective energy, and in this case a release an opening. Another thing I noticed is that prior to now most of my time was sent spent in isolation and rest and now I’m being guided more out into the world and I see this seems to be happening for others. Another major synchronicity is that one friend of mine spent two months in hell and nothing she did pulled her out and then the same thing happened to me. I read that there can be an electrical reset and that’s certainly what it felt like to me. I mention this in case it’s happening to you. It felt like no matter what I did my nerves were constantly being fired upon and on edge. It was super uncomfortable and nothing seem to help that much not even the ocean. In both our cases it activated and transmuted lifelong energies.
For me one of my main opportunities is to recognize I’m in the new and not drag the baggage of the past into the now. One of the major things I’m noticing that is new is that I can let the energy pass through in a matter of minutes and integrate without the Sturm and angst of previous years.
