a vow for joy

I just watched this twice and am crying so strongly. First it was from joy, then from grief. The love these two men share is so palpable. It touches me deeply. I saw my daughter last night for the 4th or 5th time in 2 weeks, about the same number of times since the beginning of the year. The love between us is alive vibrant yet ending the co-dependency I had with her, with any relationship was one of the hardest thing I have ever done. I can feel it is complete and thus we can be together more often again. There is much more of course yet the point is this. As the tears rolled down my cheeks I could feel the third vow of this life form within my heart. I will not have this beloved and cherished daughter inherent a world rife with fear, manipulated by fear, controlled by fear, NO! I vow with all that I am and all that I do to antidote this fear with Love. My license plate is about Being Love and I have dedicated myself to this vision for over 20 years. With the birth of my daughter the commitment went even deeper. I will not roll over and give in. My daughter and all our children, inner and outer deserve to live in a world ruled by love and harmony, cooperation and peace, not the shit show we got going now. I don’t listen myself but my friends inform me of things that would make your toes curl in shock. Let it all come up and out, just as I have had to do and continue to do with my own mind. I was going to write something else entirely for day 7 of the joy experiment. It has to do with the path of empaths being one of joy which means we will have too give up our victim stores of being too sensitive but that will have to wait. This one poured out of me.In case it does not play, it is a song by the Bocelli’s, son and father.