Right now we are near the peak of the watery full moon. I am burning an incense called something like “happy on earth for no reason” which when I had it created at Celtic Festival maybe 12? years ago, seemed like a pipe dream. (Not sure what a pipe dream is but seems to fit.) Happy on earth for no reason, yea,, about where I am now. I can’t help but notice the polarity is more pronounced then ever, seems many are choosing fear with accompanying confinement and giving up responsibility to authorities who do not care about the highest good, rather have their own agenda. This used to flip me out wondering what the next attempted enslavement might be.
I often posted a poem that said if the apocalypse is coming, let us await it with joy. And now I am. The photo has Beloved holding the incense. I created her for over a year, created from nothing. Did the porcelain hands, feet, head, painted her, stuffed her, made the clothes, sewed them. It was a process called “Way of the Doll” that took a year and was complete in 2000. She had a small toy baby stuffed inside her (just remembered that detail)and my daughter was born months later. She has roots and wings and so do I. Only took 20 years added to 20 lifetimes or20 eons. Who cares? Really wondered if it would ever happen. Would have preferred it happened before the external world appears to be going up literally in flames. But today there is no smoke and all is well. This internal peace, this sense of well being even though I live alone and have no plan, no clue what will be necessary to get through these times. Well actually I do have a plan, turn within and listen. Enough said. Can’t wait to see what is now being birthed.
