So many revelations are piling in it is hard to keep track. What has become clear to me is how powerful identification with suffering occurs for those of us who had childhoods where we did not feel safe. I have two clients often back to back. One felt safe as a child, one felt anything but. The one who felt safe as a child has little pain body and move through these energy with ease and grace. The other has spent a lifetime trying to free her self from suffering.
We are in the new period yet for those of us who did not feel safe as children to break free of the old identity and believe that we can actually enjoy life on earth feel astronomical. We are in the new. As we leave behind the programming and conditioning, we know longer need to believe that life is suffering. Imagine enjoying life on earth now. How do we do that? We simply in time develop enough presence, neural regulation to process the trauma, to honor whatever is arising in a surrender state of zero point. To do so we must be willing and able to face and hold our own deepest suffering. This is where the rubber meets the road and most I met have not been willing to go there, including me until last month.
Clearly in these times it is not what you call easy to do for those of us who do not have an innate sense of safety on earth. But what I am being shown is this is the opportunity for these times. These times are about learning to play on the playground of life and let go of the belief that we are not safe and that life has to be suffering. We are powerful creator gods. Please come play with me.
p.s. right now I know about 3 people choosing to check out as their pain feels too great. To be honest, last month I was really not sure I could hack it as the primal survival fears arising planetary felt insurmountable. Until the full moon Monday I was still kinda like, yea sure, life on earth ho hum. Seems like a lot of trouble as this crazy separation plays out so powerfully with masked creatures running around everywhere. I wasn’t too wild about this nutty place before but now? I have to admit to being lukewarm about this cuckoo planet. So what shifted Monday is I heard Richard Rudd, designer of the gene keys talk about how excited he is about how we are now integrating intergalactic consciousness. So if we truly belief life is suffering, who would want to stick this? Too bizarre. But when we claim out own true Identity, our Divinity, our creatorship, yea let’s play. Honestly perhaps for the first time I FELT the possibilities of these times, the potential for wild joy and powerful new creations. Now that my friends is worth sticking around for. As the forces of dark and light appear to clash, seems to me no one will stick it unless they find access to joy. Just saying…
