Beloveds, It turns out (big surprise) ACIM nails it. This one has been dumping guilt by the tons. It is a week ago this life shifted radically when the core guilt lifted (or at least I hope it is the core.) Since then more guilt has been organically lifting. I once told someone I love very much that I did not care if this person died and the guilt of that comment had laid underground trapping this one in a cesspool. It came up yesterday as I was speaking to a dear miracle companion so I choose to write this person and say exactly what had been inside and what I actually meant. I was not surprised to get a beautiful response, as i anticipated, that this person had already understood and had not held it against me. Can you imagine the tears of release and relief!?! I have one more to go and then think this inner house may be cleaned out. Yea a bit of the AA, OA making amends, so liberating. Yea, I know I actually NEVER did anything wrong yet find it so liberating to confess what I perceived happened in the dream, at the time I thought was wrong, try it and see and watch the weight of guilt simply lift off. Freedom!
