Supported day 34: Wow had to check to see what day I was on my 32 day process. Ha, day 34! Been doing it internally every day but here is the miracle. Turns out it was on day 29 (or was it 30?) that i dropped through a huge trap door and found an internal support I had never previously known. Having a key relationship threatened turned out to be the miracle that encouraged me (or perhaps forced me?) to be willing to let myself fall into loneliness, to face and move through an obstacle, a fear, a neediness that I have been releasing for my whole life in a way. There was always an internal gap that I kept trying to fulfill externally. Having a miracle buddy across the world go through something similar at the same time provided me with the key and power of joining to finally have the courage to dive in and let myself just fall into the fear. Oh truly miraculous to complete this process feeling internally supported in an entirely new way that I am sure will only continue to strengthen.
