holy relationship without compromise

On March 2nd I took a vow committing to holy relationship which is already starting to bear fruit. I find myself impatient with “small talk.” I want to know what makes your heart sing, that brings you to your knees in grief. I want to know what keeps you awake at night, what rocks you to sleep. I want to know what makes your life meaningful and what inspires you. I am ready to LIVE, enough with understanding and accumulating knowledge. I
am undergoing a sea change that has false identities being cast away as the True seeds itself more deeply in my heart. I salute my courage in daring to go for my dreams and not rest until I bring them alive, to live and be known at the level of the heart. I have no clue where my vow will take me, only that it is good and very very good. Love is the lighthouse constantly calling me forward. I will not be swayed.
Yesterday my commitment had me join with a sister heart to heart and it was so succulent I am no longer willing to eat the crumbs of separation. it appears as though… my body has been battered by the latest flow of incoming Divine energies. Today in my TTC group my sister Coreen helped me wake up from a trance of victim I had inadvertently fallen into about how my body seemingly dominates my experience lately, how my sensitivity handicaps me, the energies feelingly like they are pummeling my body and reducing my ability to live as I wish, be in the world as I wish. I call BS to that. Enough of that false belief of the egoic thought system trying to dim my Light. I knew/ know there is a miracle awaiting my discovery.
As the old drops away I await in wonder to witness what is being born. The miracle is to own my way of being, my sensitivity without being handicapped by it. The miracle is to let go of the last vestiges of the egoic story of being “worthless” for not subscribing to the values of my tribe. Each of us are precious children of God and NOTHING can alter that. May we each KNOW our majestic uniqueness and own our Divinity. I intent to SEE and LOVE you in all your glory as I intend to see and Love mySelf. And so it is.