This month the awarenesses keep piling in. I was out in my deck in the warm sun when I had tears of joy as I recognized a pattern of associating love with gifts/ presents seeded by conditioning in childhood has completely dissolved after decades of trying. I further realized that I had once thought that if I ever remarried it would be on a Friday the 13th. At the end of the day it was pointed out to me that yesterday WAS Friday the 13th. What hit me today with a joywave was that I did marry yesterday; I married myself in a significant way. I no longer feel like a seeker, I am increasingly having the embodied experience of my own Divinity and so of course I see it in all I meet when I am in that place. I realized my dream has come true, I no longer need to wait, to seek. I am the embodiment of the Mystery and so are you. Yes, there are a few sticky details to work out like my reduced but continued attachment to money but the Universe is dissolving that for me, largely by stopping the flow of that into my life right now so that I can realize what my true Source is, thank you very much. I am not kidding, I am truly thankful for how the Universe is showing me the total road to freedom and money has been a roadblock for me for a long time. No clue how it will resolve and happy I am not in charge of that. So wanted to share my good news. I am happily enjoying the honeymoon of marital bliss with myself.
remembering the joy of being
