This is the gorgeous story of one woman’s transformation, Maureen McClements. Here are her words:
What is coming to me right now I will share. My HigherSelf takes me to states of being that are beyond my memory of this life, beyond my suffering of this life, beyond my ego control of this life, takes me into liberation and freedom. This is one of those experiences. 18 months ago I was in a traumatized state, not unusual for me, lived my life that way. I was in such deep pain and fear and anxiety attacks and panic attacks and terror. I was laying on my bed and my higher self took me out of my body and into heaven, I found myself out of body and standing face to face, nose to nose with my lightbody higherself. It was beyond heaven, drenching me with such glowing radiating love, the eyes, omygod the eyes, the eyes of God, and the shimmering golden lightbody. Never once did my HigherSelf take those eyes off of me, we just looked at each other the whole time, so close our faces, such love I felt. All communication was telepathic conversation. I could see my physical earth human body. It was a dense black heavy lump of suffering laying there on its side, I cringed, I was repulsed. I didn’t want to ever go back there, ever, please let me stay here with you. I never wanted to leave heaven ever again. As soon as I said that I knew I had to go back. I knew beyond any doubt my mission was to bring this glorious shimmering golden lightbody of love to this dense black heavy lump of suffering earth body and I had no idea how that could be possible or how to do it. I just knew I had to come back and I felt the depth of that knowing. I never took my eyes off my higherself. Our gaze with each other was locked. Such heaven, such love, such light, such purity. And then I was back in my body on earth, laying on my bed. My god it felt so dense and so suffering with pain. I cried. Two months later I met Matt. He helped me understand how I’d not been in my body all my life because of the intense extreme suffering from being an empath and flowing the worlds pain through this body, and I was in a constant state of nervous breakdown from a way overstimulated nervous system, he taught me to start loving what arises. I had to start loving the pain. I had no idea how it was possible to even start doing that, but the calling from within me to do so was so profound and deep there was no turning away. I knew guidance when I heard it. I was called to go into exclusive deep immersion with his teachings and with his practice. It was hard, it was an intense stormy roller coaster ride of transformation. 16 months later I’ve been relieved of so much pain and suffering I can breathe now, I can feel safe now. I’ve learned love. I’ve learned how to be fully grounded in this body and have a love relationship with it now. I see everything as divinity, I see how what I transform in me transforms in all. I know deeply my purpose is to bring heaven to earth and to live in service of humanity. I know and live the holy trinity, faith, love and devotion to god and myself. I was born suffering and lived in deep pain/fear/terror for 60 years. Lots of illness too. I’ve lived a 100 lifetimes in this one lifetime. Here I am I survived. Heaven on earth is guaranteed, it is. And its for you too Dear Lindsey, it is, I guarantee it, no one is being left behind. Sometimes I think no one has lived the 60years of such extreme pain and darkness and suffering that I have. I waited a long time in the dark, alone, afraid to exist, to breathe, been seen. And now my lightbody is awakening in me. Heaven is awakening in me and therefore awakening on this planet. What once seemed endlessly impossible is now becoming heaven. It does happen because it is happening in this space that is me. Heaven will and does live on earth because one human at a time awakens it here. Another Higher Self experience a few years ago I had was truly mindblowing, and I said to myself I was being shown something that was not possible here on earth. But now I see it unfolding in me… is guaranteed to unfold in you too. And it is happening in you now even if you don’t feel it. Your cellular structure is clearing way for your heavenly lightbody right now as we speak. You are a pioneer bringing heaven to earth. It may not feel that way to you right now, but I’m here to tell you will experience heaven on earth… We are all in this together. Your HigherSelf has got you, has got your back, holds you dear in its heart and is in divine heaven control of its journey with you and lifts the veils of revealing for you all in its divine specific for you timing. Take heart dear one, you are heaven itself and you were born for this. You were born with heaven built into you. It will unfold. I love you.