Beloveds want to name a pattern I’m seeing quite frequently in the now. I have a story that some people have sailed through life by being unwilling or unable to look within, face their own shadow. This strategy no longer seem to be playing out well. For so much of my life I hated my sensitivity and regretted how powerfully shadow trauma etc. would move through this body, this nervous system in an energetic way. I cursed that about myself and envied those who seemed to be oblivious.
And then there were those who are very conscious but chose to park in emptiness and deny the human. “There is no person so I don’t need to care about you. i’m just gonna stay above the battlefield and look down upon are you poor saps.“ I literally had a friend say this to me that he didn’t give a f*ck about Savannah. Or I should say former friend. I literally know someone was told there pain isn’t real so why mention it. For me this was not helpful and quite hurtful.
To know ourselves as divine while embracing our human existence for me has been the only path. Can be easier to fall on one side or the other of the equation. What I’m seeing in the now is those who chose to negate their human seem to be entering a period of suffering where that strategy no longer works. I’m hearing story after story of those for whom that strategy is crumbling. It seems most of them are men because they’re the ones who seemingly more easily enter the emptiness. Yes our true nature is vast emptiness spacious presence. And for me until we embrace our humanity with compassion the job is only half done. So many blessings to each of you whatever side of this you might be on hopefully no side at all. It’s so clear to me that only in the emptiness can I embrace the fullness. My heart goes out to those who are now having to face Their humanity. It is my great wish that in facing our own humanity, we will have space for all of existence. This to me through interdependence coregulation and attunement is the way through for humanity. Many blessings.
