Holy Moly Beloveds. Just had one of the most powerful and expansive feelings of my life. Just came from a group, 12/1/23 that had felt so dissonant and discordant in my system for significant parts of the 11 months I have been in it. Yet guidance told me to stick. I have had huge awarenesses land here including a lot of release around past life persecution and martyrdom. Yet today was the cat’s pajamas.
I am in a meditation course called Luminous Awareness. The teacher describes five levels of awareness. The second is witness (my word not the course’s )awareness, the third is spacious awareness of the void or emptiness and the fourth is simultaneous awareness which is all inclusive, full, and contains everything, all life everything inside the emptiness. I touched this simultaneous awareness last week yet today I was in it for over an hour. In the emptiness was the fullness of all experience, accepted without preference. Whatever anyone said was held with equal equanimity. Nothing jarred the nervous system. I had no need to explain myself or get someone’s approval, like, appreciation nothing! The sense of being myself was so total. As often is so for me lately there was bubbly laughter. It was light and joyful. I was silent the whole time yet brimming with joy.
Yesterday I tore up the contract with suffering. Today I was shown in detail how that will continue to unfold. Play in progress.
Tow days later:
This energy is proving to be deeply life altering.