The theme of safety has been a big time for this one particularly since Wednesday. Significant areas where limiting beliefs create a sense of unease fear lack of safety have been presented for restoration to wholeness.
In 1986 and 1987 was given two choice points which road to follow, comfortable safe secure Loved cherished or unknown insecure not comfortable adventurous unsettling wildly alive and totally aligned. I chose door number two but at the moment I made the choice irrevocable I literally collapsed on a street in Santa Monica and my then boyfriend hauled me over to a tree and told me to hang on.
This picture was taken on Friday the 13th as I was trying to climb a tree in clogs without much success initially. Can feel another choice point was reached and chosen to move beyond attachment to fear to emotions to the past even to trauma. Yet since then for the last days it’s felt very uneasy and unsafe at times was kind of wishing I’d gone back and chosen the easy road the more pleasurable road seemingly. Thank God a brand new friend intervened and reminded me that superficial hedonistic pleasure no longer works for this one.
Play in progress to return to those simple pleasures without attachment and enjoy them in full presence. Play in progress to uproot all the remaining buttons that tell this one that she’s not safe, that being human is a shit show. Can already feel the energy begin to shift and peace slowly return as trust in source Magnifies.
Last night I recognized I hadn’t been doing a good job Welcoming the feelings of unsafety and inadequacy.. Rather I had been trying to repress and push them away. Finally felt spacious enough to embrace and reparent those lost abandoned frightened younger parts.
Blessings to the many that I witness at a similar choice point. May I assure you we are safe we are beloved all is well the plan is unfolding incandescently.
