What I’m witnessing in the field is extreme activation. A number of people I know are having panic attacks, trauma arising powerfully, major depression or agitation, even the desire to no longer live.
It’s some decades ago that I explored self-hatred in groups I lead called “self love is not for wimps.“It’s also some decades ago that I realized I didn’t want to be human. I had to identify as a star being. I literally bought a outer-space doll with a helmet because I felt like I couldn’t breathe here. I didn’t hear anyone else talking like that.
Lately I’ve heard a number of people becoming aware of that desire not to embody, not to be human. I have a story that it’s the sensitive and light workers who seem to be hit the strongest. I had a beautiful conversation with a 32 year old man. I asked him what year he was born and I told him it must be easier since my understanding is since 1987 anyone born came in without karma. He shared with me it’s still a lot of awareness he needs to bring to ancestral patterns in his system.
My beloveds, this awakening to our magnificence is not for the faint of heart. I send you so much love and joy as you transverse this very fluid Terrain. From my heart to yours, may you know you’re never alone. May you know how incredible you are. May others see you as the stupendous and incredible being you are. But more importantly, may you see yourself that way.All my love.
