Was it the power of the eclipse? Who knows. All I know is it feels like a vast New Horizon to say goodbye to suffering as the route to liberation. And hello to this new paradigm of love and connection as the vehicle of remembrance. I adored hearing yesterday Frank Anderson’s quote that trauma blocks connection and love and connection resolve trauma. I’m fully on board with the love and Connection route. Major sense of celebration.
A few days ago I started recognizing how I was willing to stay in painful situations to get the spiritual mojo. And I decided to stop it. “A course of love“ promises us that the time of needing to learn through suffering is complete. But a part of me was still willing to stay in situations that felt extremely uncomfortable to access some level of liberation.
I think it was Sunday when I realized I wanted to release myself from a commitment that felt like I wasn’t appreciated and the experiences were continuously grueling although very revealing. I didn’t sleep for two nights before I came to the realization I needed to break the commitment if it continued to illicit suffering.
How glorious to have just completed the experience and found it to be heart opening and spacious. Was it because I finally Committed to being done with suffering as my route to liberation? Who knows. All I know is enough is enough. As my buddy Franco would say, love it thank it and move on.
