ReBirth as Joyful human Starbeing living as Love Now
March 2
Something ineffable just occurred. I used the Field of a group to jump to a whole new level of embodied joy, living and as through Unity Consciousness.
I just cried a river of grief at all the ways I have been misunderstood, rejected, judged, not seen. Yet in this group of very present beings (I will own that, I experienced them is very present) new friend, Natalie was able to anchor the field for me so powerfully with the help of others, I was able to use the group Patrick, Natalie and Jack as a launch pad to a higher level of awareness. To do so all members of the group need to be with me, to complete the energetic circuit. I had to name that I felt separate from one group member. In naming it, I got to have a sense of his world and moved into connection, closing the circuity. Natalie SAW me and understood both energetically, emotionally, soulfully what was unfolding. Her words mirrored me perfectly, naming the belonging and authenticity she witnessed in me. All systems were go to dive into the grief, touch bottom and launch into the stratosphere of Unity Consciousness.
It is no mistake that 12 years ago today my marriage ended. The day before a miraculous meeting with a powerful man named Karl gave me the courage to finally surrender this 23 1/2 year relationship to the will of the Divine ( i.e. my True will.) I spent the night coming as close to the desire to end it as I have ever been. Yet I awoke with clarity. This morning I sent time with that terrified younger self sending her love and encouragement. Letting her know she would survive and thrive.
Now with the support of this new friend who seemingly got everything that was emergent, the potent level of transmutation underway, naming it a birth she was witnessing, I moved energetically and physically through a monumental transubstantiation. I will never forget the three of you, this moment of new beginnings. As I told you, I am certain we were together by divine appointment. From now on this date will not be a memorial day of grief, rather a celebration of a miraculous visceral explosion of authenticity, belonging and Unity consciousness jettisoning eons of separation. I feel so blessed that I have never been able to sit well with separation. It has always been the fuel for so many initiations, forcing me to keep going until I Real Eyes full Unity consciousness. I heard myself say repeatedly in the group, and this is why I’m here, this is why I came here, this is why I came here (to earth.) thank you thank you thank you to Natalie, Jack and one other beloved. I’m happy to name you if you wish. So much gratitude. Today was a tremendous shift into the unspeakable joy of full Unity.