Given that I am being guided to continuously experiment with the new I went out to a bar a couple of nights ago. Loud music weekend drinking something I haven’t really done since my 20s. For many many years noise and crowds were anathema for me. I was curious to see what would happen. I was surprised to see that I actually could enjoy it.
Maybe it was the alcohol that put me in of course a mildly drugged state but the second part of the night felt so incredibly surreal. We’d gone to a second bar and the music was so loud I could barely hear myself think. In that environment a loved one shared with me several difficult things. One was about something that had been a core wound that I have been working with for decades. This person told me that they would not fulfill the one thing I have always believed I need to trust I am loved. And yet this time I was able to see love in so many other behaviors that I wondered that I could ever question it. There was part of me that had so much compassion for this one called Savannah that for so long believed that without this one thing I was not loved. Even as it unfolded I was astonished at the neutrality. The evening continued with me walking with a Stranger and a dog to a church but it’s too surreal to even try to put into words. The point for me is what does it take for me to know that I am in the new Earth now? How do I see it, how do I experience it now? And most of all how do I create it so I can experience it now; and if others can see it with me bonus points.

I wrote this with voice activation and I love that it capitalized the word Stranger. Because all strangers are the divine showing up in form for me for all of us. The sooner we recognize that, the faster we see the new earth materialize in form
