Let’s see if I can get this into words. For five days I didn’t look at anything on Facebook. I was having a glorious time reveling in the incredible majesty of nature with a delightful heart sister. This sister is one I had literally only met twice before yet we seem to fit together miraculously. In our travels together there was such incredible vulnerability and intimacy from my point of you and I suspect hers too. Old patterns that had seemed problematic in my experience were simply not there in our connection. Old concerns were not a factor.
And yet yesterday evening when I looked at a couple of posts from people I deeply admire and respect, I noticed my energy drop. Both of them were talking about how challenging the energy is for the coming months. They were talking about what would be happening in our lives as though it was a fact. It totally negated my direct experience. I noticed it was harder for me to hold my focus on the new Earth reading these post. It reminded me of the movie by Christopher Reeve where he goes back in time and falls in love. But then he finds a penny in his pocket from modern times and pops back into this time and is no longer able to return to the past. Interestingly I just looked up the movie and it’s called “Somewhere in Time.” And isn’t that the point of this post. Where in time am I? I am by in the old? Am I in the new? Or better still am I out of time?
In this case, I am In the new Earth but clearly not fully anchored there yet. These posts appeared to pull me back in to the old. And yet I am at choice. I choose to anchor myself in the new Earth now, not in months, not in some years NOW. I welcome all who wish to join me there now. Just writing these words my heart swells with the infinite possibilities of creation. I love you all.
