I’m hoping to convey the profound sense of peace that is unfolding for this one in the now. After basically two months of off and on debilitating exhaustion, terror, and identity demolition, uncertainty, limiting beliefs, endless fears, in the now an extraordinary peace fills this one. Also a letting go of a core limiting beliefs and reaching deep self acceptance. There’s so much I wish to convey but bottom line was an experience that has brought me to this extraordinary peacefulness. Yes none of my fears manifested and many turned out instead rather miraculously but the experience that is impacting me so deeply is something else.
After the surgery a conflict arose not involving me. In the past Savannah would’ve been disappointed or frustrated that her desires and needs were not the priority. How luscious to let go of any desires and go with what was happening, finding a way to defuse the tension and bring A total acceptance of what was occurring.In a way I could say that I didn’t feel any difference between self and other so to support the other felt very supportive to this one. This diffuse sense of self feel so liberating I literally can’t see the words I’m writing so I don’t know if they’ll make sense because I’m using only voice activation but I felt to bring this experience hoping that somehow the tone of the words may convey the possibilities on the other side of diving deeply into the challenges of these times. Blessings to all.
