Yesterday I found and re-listened to a channeling that was done for me on 11/1/11. The person I was then was so incredibly doubtful and fearful. Around that time I passed through the most difficult years of my life. I wasn’t always sure I’d make it.
The interior spaciousness I feel now is like a new earth within. I found out that seemingly some people in the circling community experience me as vulnerable and perhaps weak. I was delighted when my sister D (respecting confidentiality) Told me she saw my vulnerability as great strength. I see it the same.
It seems my purification process is going at rapid speed. Therefore I’m often emotional as that’s my way to process. I see this is as a great strength. I don’t have any desire for anyone to try to fix or change me nor do I feel that generally I am in need of support. In the circles I have such a feeling that I have my own back. It’s sweet to see that people are concerned but a bit sad to realize that in this sense I’m not understood.
I am told that 2021 will be the year of great revelations and disclosure of many dark and disturbing things that have been happening on the planet for a very long time. I heard one yesterday that was very specific and hard for me not to view as pure evil. My sense is that I am being guided, as my guide suggested to me 10 years ago, to be prepared to help hold the energy of joy and love when these painful truths are revealed. I trust the unfolding of my own process and do so with gratitude that each day overall I feel more free than the day before. Yes occasionally there are still passages that are grueling to say the least. But to live at home within is such a gift how can I say no.
