In the middle of the night savannah woke up with the body burning. Reading ACOL I/she/we saw and Remembered to give all thought to Unity. But a trance came over as questions arose about whether a certain choice was unskillful and self doubt clouded the field. Speaking with daughter, the trance ws broken and the absurdity seen. Seems it might be easier at age 20 to see the BS then three times that age with all the Catholic and new age mumbo jumbo seemingly in the way. Now easy to laugh at the absurdity of the seeming “sin.” And just for fun, see how long you can go without using the word I, me, mine. This self identification has been locked in deeply. And on another topic, saw how this one allowed a preference in politics, a preference this body not be subjected to ever more encroaching limitations of freedom, dropped this one into duality but good and innocence flew out the window for a bit. All innocent of course but see this is a very murky territory for this one currently to play in. Clarity in progress, will see what will arise.
