Joy Experiment:
Post got erased so cliff notes. Some trance states are not easy to refuse to buy into, believing what was true in the old maybe for a zillion years. This one will have life altering states of awe, unity and then an old limitation arises for purification. The one yesterday questioning my very being and myself as a parent was very strong. Only commitment to absolute freedom keeps me on track in those times. For hours I had to let the electrical current pass through. How scrumptious that I was able to take my story (yes what can I say, I had a story and I am still 100% juicy and amazing) to my daughter and together we were able to dispel it. What a perfect word, not sure I ever used it before, dispelled it! We broke the spell! I know some of the waves can be rather intense and i am beyond grateful that I collapsed the victim story about the nervous system just some weeks ago, changing everything. Yes sometimes the waves feel too big. Once in Acapulco I was caught in continuous waves and literally could not catch my breath. Three burly Mexicans came and saved my ass while my boyfriend laid on the beach drinking pina coladas, clueless to my danger. Yes it can feel like that and sometimes I have to call on my support team when I feel myself going under. I now know support is always there. The characters in my movie always arrive in perfect timing either to trigger the limitation or to pull me out of the deep sea of forgetfulness.
I literally have characters from around the world. Just in the last days characters from Zimbabwe, India, Switzerland, UK, Austria, Finland all played key rolls. I sure casted a wonderful movie to wake myself up.
Darlings, know you are not alone, know support is always there. I just found an old astrological report saying Nov 21 would be a key date for me. Just heard Jason Estes say some big biological shift, parting of the worlds occurred that day. As I explore my gene keys, my sense of purpose, role in this unfolding awakening becomes increasingly clear and scrumptious. Play well dear friends, play well.
ps watched the divers for hours, whoa, what a play!
