For all you control freaks, some interesting news. A year ago my miracle buddy told me we do not create our own healing and in fact may not be in charge at all. Yet how much the ego wants to usurp the awakening process and MAKE things happen. The controller in me flipped out and denied what she was saying. Yet I am now coming to the same thing. I am in charge of nothing, all is simply unfolding. I simply get to watch the show and not create suffering with my resistance, mind chatter and objections. I do not let go of triggers, rather they let go of me in divine right timing. Had things happen this week that would have blown me to smithereens perhaps just a few months ago, now didn’t even get a nod out of me. Go figure. And interestingly my Czech brother Robert is coming to the same. Sit back, grab some popcorn and watch the show, it is a cliff hanger season 2020.