On exhaustion, feeling bi-polar and expecting a miracle:
I hear so many say how exhausted they feel. One day we may feel on top of the world, capable of leaping tall buildings in a single bound and the next lower then a slug crawling on our bellies, begging for mercy. These are extremely intense energies. I heard people I deeply respect say how exhausted they feel, how much silence they need, how sometimes they need to simply say, no talking! Now these energies can clear old programs and limitations lickety split for those with the courage and willingness to dive in and wade through. Just know this is now status quo, exhaustion and bi-polar flare ups. There is nothing wrong with you.
Personally I have cleared up long term irritations that I thought might never shift, doing Marie Kondo clearing with stuff folded in my drawers and bags of stuff exiting without a isngle tear, becoming primarily vegetarian and preparing 85% of my own food (long term goal), losing addiction to sugar etc. So we can ride these waves to freedom. Just don’t get hung up on labeling what is going on or saying something is wrong. The simple statement to self that something is wrong immediately shifts the energy. Instead we can say, whoa, I wonder what miracle will come from this, what gift of liberation? Must be HUGE since I feel like absolute cr*p, can’t wait to receive the magic.
Over a decade ago I real eyes-ed I did not feel supported and immediately started singing a different tune. Some years ago came up with earth angels and started feeling RADICALLY supported by everyone I encounter. It is very rare that energy is not met just as I anticipate. Expect a miracle and you are likely to get one.