The energies of creation have never been more powerful. We may notice little lag time between thought and creation. The good news is it is now easier to see the relationship as results pop in faster. It is vital we pay attention to where we place our attention. Where attention goes, energy flows. It is law! As more is revealed it will be increasingly easy to move into victim, into outrage, into fear even panic. The story out there is one of chaos and disruption. There are a million of outlets to place our disgust and upset yet simply notice what that creates. Yes there are those that would like nothing more then to keep out attention focused on chaos, on fear. Yes, there are those that will manipulate and corral your attention. Do you consent? Do you agree to keep your attention on the millions of things that can go wrong?
Someone I deeply respect was spiraling downward with all her attention on the horrors that are being revealed increasingly. She is in a position to influence a lot of people and she unwittingly creates what she does not want by keeping her attention on horror and sharing those stories. Where is energy flowing? I encouraged her to place her attention on what she wishes to create, what she wishes to see unfold. That current energy may feel oppressive and very physical certainly adds to the option of seeing ourselves as victims. Choose wisely dear ones. I once encouraged myself and others to use the word ordering after every thought like you are ordering from a restaurant. “I hate those ….” Ordering hate. “This is horrible and wrong,” ordering horrible and wrong. “People are loving and nature is life giving,” ordering love and life giving. Experiment if you do not believe me. Please by all that is holy do NOT give your attention to hate, to against, to attack, that only fuel’s what we do not want! Give your attention to what you want. Yes, this energy has been oppressive, yes it may feel like a giant hand weighing six tons is compressing you. See what aspect of self is ready to move to embrace more Love. Do not judge or blame self or other. Love the virus and thank it for the gifts it is offering the world. We create with LOVE, hate only increases what we do not want. And yes of course if an energy is up and moving, allow it. Do no suppress or express it externally (except in rare case does it work to express to another with intense energy)
And a personal story. For me yesterday the energy was oppressive and at one point a breech occurred in a relationship that I experienced as very painful.This body already felt like a huge weight was on it. I wanted to spin out into victim and any forward movement felt nearly impossible. A central identity and way of copying with the weight of the programming I had received was now clearly lined up for demolition yet it felt without that identity to “protect” me I would simply smash to smithereens. Yet the handwriting was on the wall. So losing my favorite earrings and drivers license was like the final straw. I could feel myself want to sink into self rejection for all the ways this protective identity had shifted my life. I wanted to sink into victim for how difficult the day felt. I wanted to talk my way out of how uncomfortable I was feeling. And for a time it all had the better of me until I was almost home. My dear friend had decided to come to my rescue and retrieve my earrings after a long search. Angels helped her find them. I was stewing about how difficult it would be to get to the DMV and replace the license when I almost shouted NO! DONE! I pulled myself together and imagined it would go smoothly, a miracle would happen, it would be effortless to replace it. That was as far as I got yet I had moved out of victim into empowerment, felt I could survive the crushing energies of this major collapse of a protective identity. Yet I never imagined the license would actually be found. So imagine my relief to receive a call from the police that a good Samaritan had turned it in. Victim or empowered, the choice is ours and we choose with where our attention, thoughts go. Will you buy the fear program that is being shoved down our throats? The choice is up to each of us.
And even with my beloved Yuba, this body had maybe 90 minutes of relief. She was not able to rescue me until I chose again. And thank you Kim for our beautiful Beltane crowns, they smelled SO delicious!
