As consciousness soars higher layers of ancient grief may be brought to the surface. In the last week deeply unconscious grief about global poverty, financial inequality, destruction of indigenous population, the wounds of slavery has come directly into my experience to be met, to be embraced, to be loved.
The last energies arose instantly when a challenge I am a part of asked me to write about my feelings for my country. I knew I had some charge as the first time i left the country for years, when I returned to US soil, I burst into tears. I have a profound love for this country, have never seen such diverse and majesty awe inspiring magnificence of landscape, such warm and welcoming people, yet these wounds were buried deep in my psyche. I felt the other energies when asked to write a letter of recognition and acknowledgment to the person who had (seemingly) hurt me the most. again, instant tears yet afterwards so much freedom spaciousness, grace as I let go of this murky density.
My direct experience is the more I allow the shadows, the grief, the rage, the regret, the fear, the freer I become. The feelings of being infinitely powerful, limitless have also never been more available. The wild heart group has committed to holding a billion each in our loving embrace. No problem! Supporting a sister yesterday as she completed an incredibly difficult process, I knew a power that could lift the earth if necessary. These tines may feel very bi-polar. Allow it all and see where it takes you. We are living in extraordinary times and witnessing an epoch change before our very eyes. Giving and receiving Love, this is what we were born for, this is how we find Home.
