Specialness, co-dependency, entanglements:
Letting go of co-dependency and neediness was the work of about two decades for this one. Yet underneath was found a cesspool of conditional love and entanglements. In “Journey into Now” it says anytime we want anyone’s approval, love, acceptance, or agreement, anytime we want to please another, anytime we judge or disapprove of another, any time we feel reject by another, if we judge, blame, try to control or manipulate another or feel another is doing this to us, we are entangled! A rather tall order yet I am witnessing this play out in ever more subtle ways and feeling the suffering that these entanglements MUST result in. I am being asked, nay required to discover, uncover and let go of any place within still trapped in this limitation/ false belief! WOWOWOWOW
In the now we are being asked to claim our being as Love. the joy comes from our very Being, nowhere else. We’ve all had people adore us and that did absolutely nothing for us. We’re the one’s creating the Love yet we have acted so long as beggars hoping to claim some crumbs of love bestowed upon us. Please won’t you love me so i can feel whole? This way is crumbling beneath our feet. It can feel as if one’s very foundation is falling away and in one sense it is. The illusion, the false is disappearing so that we can honor the Truth. We are beings of Love. Full stop.
