On breakdown and breakthrough:
Last night I got hit with about 4 or 5 appearances of obstacles seemingly resulting in lack of sleep. I was in somewhat serious free fall with tiredness supporting the breakdown of egoic thought. I was able to catch myself supported by two major handholds, a TTC group last night that helped me drop from head to heart that there truly is only one problem which is the appearance of separation and that has already been solved. Second a single word from a miracle buddy who had recently gone through something similar stopped me in my wobble into victim. I was able to catch mySelf and hold my Self which is ultimately the only thing that works. Are we cursed by these breakdowns? I say now, they are gifts leading to breakthrough for those with the courage and willingness to have eyes that see.
