Supported Day 20: Being able to move beyond a bone chilling fear in hours through connecting with the Source within, not bowing to the seeming manipulation of the powers that be to create chaos, joining with might companions and my TTC family in clearing the skies of smoke which is happening at a miraculous pace, beginning to create a new TTC family group to join in miracles and feeling myself shift from a focus in my work on ending suffering to seeing ourselves as pure Love and living joyfully, having three glorious joinings yesterday with might companions, seeing how my greatest obstacles have brought the biggest blessings, no longer cursing my sensitivity, seeing how my year long TTC family has supported me in dissolving overwhelm so much so that I could be in southern California without the slightest sense of overwhelm!!!!!! Seeing how one of my longest obstacles is only held in place by my continually making the problem real through using the evidence of the 5 sense and now renewing my commitment to let this go while real eyes-ing I can not control this or use ego will to make it happen.