I imagine many if not most of us are feeling the “lunacy” of the last days, intense energies that may cause physical or emotional upset. What has shifted significantly for me over the last months is how I hold these energies. Before it was with an energy of “will this ever end” or “what if I can’t handle any more intensity one day?” This week I felt exhausted, had insomnia, rapid heart beat, physically depletion, intense pressure to my lower spine etc. but now I am curious what is shifting and how these new frequencies will help me integrate more swiftly. One belief changed, after years of attention and intention, and now I am excited at how quickly my ego continues to unravel, dropping me ever more fully in the field beyond right and wrong. I was told the other day someone in a position of authority over me “hates” me. I have been sending this person prayers ever since, multiple times a day. I am truly surprised at how non defensive I feel. This sense of return Home to Self surpasses all else.
remembering the joy of being
