Beloveds,
Many of us with very sensitive nervous systems have felt a deep sense of not belonging here on planet earth. We may spend years yearning for an unnamed yet powerfully remembered Home where all live as Love. We may often have been told we are too sensitive rather then having our awareness validated of how often the world is too harsh. We may have felt like misfits that never fit in and thus consciously or unconsciously judged ourselves, feeling guilt for our very way of being.
Eckhart Tolle calls us frequency holders. I cried when I read his words with deep recognition, finally feeling acknowledged for the gift my sensitivity is rather then being told to toughen up. He says if we are lucky, we will find a quiet place to remain tucked away, shielded from some of life’s brashness.
Yet now our day is dawning. Two days ago the words contemplative mystic popped in my head. I felt a deep connection to those words, knowing they are perfect for describing my way of being. Now the world has not given a lot of rewards of financial support or recognition for this way of being, quite the reverse until now. As the planet splits more dramatically into two camps of either love based or fear based those of us who are sensitives are coming to the fore with our understanding and consciousness.
My way of being forced me to dig deep and find inner belonging. I now walk around with a heart frequency of belonging and love surrounding me so that the outer world impacts me less and less. This is what these times call for. I urge you to take your attention away from the chaos and violence unless you are called to do something specific to mitigate that condition.
I was away from media for 10 days and only heard of Dallas through word of mouth. At my Mastery group last night many were speaking of the increased chaos and violence of the last weeks. I literally do not know specifically what has occurred other then Dallas. I have read and instinctively known that these times are serving a higher purpose. The instructions are to keep our focus on our own reality, letting out love based consciousness bring unity to the world through out presence. Many get caught in waves of fear created by global news. Some would say not to pay attention is sticking our heads in the sand. I say it is a way to maintain inner harmony while fulfilling our unique purpose in whatever way our hearts guide us. Upset and anxiety, fear and unease serve no one. Just food for thought.
Good one! Encouraging words. Thank you. <3
The last couple of months have been difficult – personally and on a "cosmic" level. Only reason for the latter that I can come up with is that maybe it's a wake-up call for humanity in general. Or maybe specifically for this country. I can't claim to be anywhere near mystic….but contemplative comes close. Or maybe "hermit" – I'm pretty careful where/if I go and who I associate with. Sensitivity seems to get more so with age (in my case, anyway).
Yes, I definitely see this as humanity’s wake up call. My sensitivity definitely increases too yet I see the gifts and how it serves me rather then feeling burdened by it now. Blessing to you dear one.