While you may think you are looking for ways out of pain and despair, you are unknowingly trying to find a way out of God’s heart. Feelings such as pain and despair are a series of energetic adjustments that occur when you exit ego-land and return home to the kingdom of your divine heart space. The desire to feel better is understandable, but it makes your path endless and insufferable. Equally so, a willingness to hand yourself over to love and treat your feelings feel like an innocent child, tossing and turning at the core of your being, delivers you into the glory of salvation. As salvation dawns, you are reborn as the eternal one I AM. In order to be reborn and discover a paradise beyond any measurement, promise, or desire, your fight with preferences must come to an end. This is the heart of surrender. www.truedivinenature.com
I agree, this to me is the big game changer. Yesterday on some subtle and not so subtle level I was both judging myself for being in a heavy place and comparing myself to others who had seemingly found there way out of the doing paradox. I am aware I have a big learning here that I do not yet fully grasp so I started playing the spiritually inferior game which is just so painful. “The desire to feel better is understandable, but it makes your path endless and insufferable.” Yup, I see this over and over yet still periodically fall into the trap of making myself wrong for not feeling good and then trying to DO something to get out of where I am instead of resting innocently in the what isness of the moment, knowing it is shifting me at the cellular level. I adore that I almost always rest in the certainty that I am exactly where I am meant to be and always knowing that what is occurring is absolutely the highest expression for this form’s soul evolution. I bless my innocence for “falling” for this error, this way of missing the mark again. All is well. /so much love to you dear hearts as we move through this powerfully transformational times.