Renaissance, spring and new growth, eclipse- updated

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Eclipse picture from Malene in Norway, thank you sister.

3/21/15

Even as I was out in town, I realized all this hype about yesterday might again lead to a backlash both in myself and others. When we get attached or anticipate a certain result from anything, in this case a certain date arriving in a particular way, we are likely to experience a sense of disappointment, confusion, failure, or even that somehow we are the only ones that missed the boat. Forget about it loves! It is all good. I had an enjoyable evening last night. Woke up today after a lovely healing session yesterday feeling tension in the back of the neck and lack of motivation or enthusiasm. Sigh… So lucky I only had a small attachment to seeing only unicorns and fairy wings today. We are definitely in for the long haul here kids. Sometimes I want to stamp my foot and yell, LEAVE US ALONE, but then I remember who I was years ago and who I am now. There is no comparison when i notice how cut off I was then and how open, vulnerable, honesty, playful, confused, clear, sad, hopeful, certain, resigned, loving I am now. The greatest gift is my ability to stay present in most circumstances. No, I did not wake up with immediate fame and fortune. In fact a movie I watched last night has triggered some mild scarcity running, one to the few things that still nags at me. Yet I will confirm that this is one of many new dawns. Yes, it is the best of times, it is the worst of times. The good news is the door is open for all of us to find our way to the best of times, regardless of circumstances. Now that IS truly good news.

Darlings,

My brain and body are still under the influence yet wanted to share my deep sense of hope and clarity that much is coming to fruition. I just found out a man I never met championed me at my daughter’s school so that I can present my workshop even though it is not directly the work of Rudolph Steiner. Today he told me how he crashed a meeting and really went to bat for me. I also had two major breakthroughs in a relationship and in my own understanding and clarity. I have so many ideas bubbling up but do not yet feel rested or clear enough to share in detail. Sending you a huge love wave for surviving and being coherent enough to attempt to read! Inspired by Malene’s telling me about a beautiful ritual she was planning for the eclipse/equinox I did more then the small ceremony I had considered and end up spontaneously stopping by the canal and doing a beautiful ritual of release and commitment for what I sense is a new beginning after 16 years of torture, oops, I mean transformation since 1999 when the more serious energetic ride began. I included the names of all my regular comment-ors in the ritual. I felt deeply moved and inspired by the feeling of co-creation arising in my being as I completed the ritual. It is now time to see our visions germinate, take root and soar. So much love and hope darlings as we take our first steps in a new world. An astrologer explained it last night at a presentation by saying after 50 years of having our dreams begin to pop up only to retreat repeatedly, we can finally see our gifts be anchored and manifest into physical reality for those that have done their inner work. Sounds good to me. All is well loves, let us celebrate. And if you are too comatose to move, that’s ok too. Just perhaps blow a kiss to this new energy of expansion. If we can do this without expectations, attachments or plans, I am curious to see what will arise. So much love…

7 Replies to “Renaissance, spring and new growth, eclipse- updated”

  1. Thank you sister. Do you know that the man who married ower spirituel prinsess Martha Louise here in Norway went to Steiner school. Martha is the daughter of ower king and queen and she is soooo highly sensetive and talks to the angels. She do workshoops and write books. When she was littel, an little prinsess she could see dead people and talk to them. What a shock for ower monarki. And then she marryed this artist Ari Behn who was a Steiner student lol…. Its so cool.
    And also one of ower most famous artist Vebjørn Sand is a Steiner student.
    I have always said that if I have kids they must go to Steiner…:)

    Anyway, yes I feel hope and clarity after this profound eclipse day full of magic.
    I love ideas bubbling up.
    Yes I agree, 16 years of torture…opps transformation (2 words, same shit)…
    I also want to give hope to all that cant move yet, its so okai. Stay still and rest I am so with you.
    Thank you sweet sister for sharing my eclipse photo and inspiernig me every step I take.
    I so adore you.
    My best lovehug ♡♡♡

    • I did not know that, fascinating and encouraging. Yes, ideas and possibilities bubbling up. Went out with friends and had wine, so unlike me. My first full weekend ever without my daughter, the times they are a changing. Yes, all is ok. Your photo was a delight and as someone said on my Facebook page helps me feel I was there. As I think I told you or said somewhere, the shadow of the last solar eclipse in USA went right over our house! Loving you too sweetie, super moon big hug

  2. Yes time is changing. Fianelly. Yes the last Usa eclipse was right over your house, so cool. Amazing.
    So now I wish you a blessed weekend alone, enjoying your self source, letting it all be what it is. You just take care and stay in the love of lovjng yourself Savannah ♡♡♡
    Today I had the longest catnap ever. Just laid in bed, sleeping and waking up with the most profound dreams. Allowing my self to lay there and naping again with more cool dreams. And saying I love you to my heart. Thinking about you and over lovely video. Hear your voice in my head, I love you, accepting myself that I can lay here and just feel into all the dimensions. Its so okai. I dont need to get up participate in the human drama. No I can lay in bed travelling and having fun.
    Lovehugs ♡♡♡

    • Sounds Divine! I actually went down into the valley and bought a washing machine. I decided I had enough of my very old, used, leaking washing machine, time to wash without leaks!
      I adore catnaps but very rare for me to be able to nap. Sounds yummy and of course dreamy. Hoping to do the voice over next weekend for our next video even though I forgot what it is about. No worries, it will come back to me or I’ll think of something even more scrumptious. Yes, very done with human drama, especially my own. Superhug with sparkle kisses.
      P.S. I but about 10 cuties hearts, kisses, balloons but when I posted they disappeared, boohoo

  3. What a great way entering the new 😉 No more accepting energy/emotion leaks (water =feelings). Yeah sister ♡♡♡
    After so many catnaps my lower back hurts so I went out for a little walk today. And I found another stick with 3 nuts lol. I just got so happy and laugh. Saying thank you to the universe (me) ♡. Now I really feel like Cinderella. Raising up from ashes like a phoniex and get wishing nuts hahaha….This new energy I just love (doing a little happydance here).
    Do the voice when you do the voice 🙂 I cant eighter remember the theme so just pick one that feels right to you darling.
    Kisses and happyhugs♡♡♡

  4. I just woke up from deep, long sleep so I must be Sleeping Beauty with POWERFUL dream I must share later. I am late for a dance class, just an hour late but will still go as I love it and rarely can go. I love your interpretation of the leak! For me it was about affirming abundance that I do not need to keep a leaky old machine. And guess what the name of the company who makes the machine is: Living Good. Now that is a sign. Just got an exercise for low back will share later, said 80% of people have low back pain. Wow. Glad you are loving the energy, I still have felt a bit under it but yesterday evening had a great time with my friend and just this minute confirmed a wonderful experience coming up so maybe soon I’ll be doing a happy dance too.

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