Malene- an abundant life!

Malene just shared with me what an incredibly powerful and abundant creator she is. It is such an amazing story I asked her if I could share it here and she agreed. Congratulations Malene, you are an example for us all. I only changed spelling, grammar and cut out some sections that were not part of the story.

Did I ever told you about my abundance life?

Well, back in 1999 I had some amazing wake up calls. My body was a wreck, I went from healers to alternative holistic practitioners to find out why I was so full of anxiety that I could not function outside my house. I had chronic stomach pain, all my joints was aching, I was so full of low self esteem that I thought I did not deserve to live. I tried to kill my self as a teenager but luckily my sister saved me. My life was so miserable, I had nothing to live for, and I just want to go home. And home was never my earth life. I just hated living on earth. But then in 1999 after my dad died and I moved out from the house I bought with my boyfriend, I moved into the cellar in the house of my mum and stepfather. And that was a total nightmare. But then the summer of 1999 I went to the liberty and find some books to read. I found Ramtha (and luckily so many others thank God, or my higher self). But after reading Ramtha I felt I had a mission being alive. One night when I could not sleep I sat out on the porch to smoke. I looked up in the sky at the stars thinking whats the meaning of this, why am I here on earth?. Then out of nowhere I heard the most beautiful trumpet tones in the air. I just sat there with my mouth open just gasping, what the fu…ck…????. who is out in the middle of the night playing this wonderful Angel trumpet music? The tones touch my soul on a so deep level that my life changed after that experience. And some night after I wake up in the middle of the night and there was 3 golden ball over my bed. They were kind of flowing over my bed, but I was scared shouting out who are you….. who are you…..They fade away. I never got an answer.

But then I start to read Louise L Hay and started affirmations. I affirmed I have a new apartment with a location I love and I can afford. I have all I want. Then 4 months later I started school and need a place to stay and of course after my affirmations with Louise technique I found the perfect place to be in apartment I could afford, witch was perfect, I also got a job in the evening teaching what I learned at school on my daytime. It was so fucking amazing manifestations. And I also after reading Louise, said that I am open to receive all good etc and money. Then I won the lottery ticket. Enough to support me for years.
Now I have to take a break, so I send this email and more to come
Lovehugs

So Here I will tell you the rest of my story. As you know I won the lottery ticket. So my life should be abundance, and yes it was, besides of conflict and jealousy of family members. I had a hard time defending my self and why I was so lucky. No fun. But I learned to live with it. Everybody talking about me having the “golden hair in my ass” I just felt it was to much for me so I just had to do the best of it to not freak out completely. And since my one sister was the main reason I end up in the store where I buy the lottery ticket I shared the money with her. We went on 2 trips and I bought her everything she wanted. And then the other sister was jealousy. So much hard talk. But anyway I keep on going. So that was the story of me winning the lottery first time.

And again I won the lottery ticket again in 2009 so I could support my self on this journey. Wow. So I am an abundance person creating support for my self. But yet again I got jealousy from (my boyfriend) this time. So much negative energy. So I don’t know why I am manifesting this stuff around jealousy.

Lovehug Malene