I just got off the phone with Blue Shield and Covered California, part of Obamacare (explanation for our international readers). A major miracle has occurred for me. I went into the call with story, fear, and the past looming in my mind where I had to wait 87 minutes on hold. I had begun with a positive intention mixed with a fearful story and was sending flakey love to myself, like yea, I should love you and I will if you make this work out. The first call I made was answered immediately and broke the spell or trance. I felt power begin to move in my body. I changed my story big time to miraculous success. It succeeded beyond my best hopes. Even Covered California, my second call, was answered immediately. Everyone was efficient and kind and my looming charges dropped about $9,000 for a year’s rates. I still would owe an extra $600 or so dollars for one month and I decided to get this fixed too. I made a third call, answered instantly and after about 20 minutes all problems were resolved with such ease and grace. While I was on hold, I stood in the sun and vibrated with the power of my focus. My hands were tingly. I saw and knew it would work. I saw it was a game and I intended to play it with grace. It was a very powerful moment of clarity and vision. I really saw how powerful we are and how we often mis-create with our worry. So while on hold I cherished and loved the part of me that was so afraid, overwhelmed and feeling inadequate. I came to such immediate peace and stillness. It feels like a truly transformational moment. All of this occurred after a visit that was both supportive and very unsettling. I was already in a hyper energy so took time before my call to calm down outside.
I had lined up a Matt KAhn message to listen to while I might be waiting on hold. The link is below, free at least for now. That too was a blessing. I listened to it after the call. It was one I had wanted to re-listen to about abundance but I had no clue where I had first heard it. So for it to show up was another miracle. Two key points he made about abundance. The first is another potential mantra, I surrender to the harmony of loving myself and trusting Universal flow. The other was not to try to stop worry, doubt or fear rather to transmute them with higher vibrational energies of love always choosing to love oneself above any perceived concern or worry. I often remember to do that which is what I believe is contributing to increased grace and flow in my life. Again, I detail this repeatedly as I find it is the best way to move back into peace and harmony. Sending all of you love and tranquility. Forgive any typos or errors as I still find it difficult to get words down.