integrity or guilt

Today the sun is out after almost a month of rain and clouds, perfect way to celebrate the return of longer days. Yesterday my daughter and I went to the Victorian Christmas street fair. Parking is difficult but my daughter reminded me I wanted to stop by my friend’s to offer our support and love with the passing of her partner. She lives in town, minutes from the fair. We maneuvered our way there and had a lovely visit, discussing life and death, the beauty of her partner’s passage and the love that remains untouched. It was nourishing and heart felt. What strikes me is that energetically I was in a place where I could offer support with integrity and enthusiasm whereas previous the thought had created guilt and exhaustion. I knew the timing was not right for me until yesterday yet i held on to some guilt about it. How gracefully it unfolded when the timing was Divinely ordained. It was such a rich visit. As a bonus she told us to keep our car there after the visit so we could sail into town without the hassle of seeking a parking place. Note to self, trust my timing, impulses and intuition.

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